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09:32pm 08/02/2004
mood: wish i could tell you
Does anyone remember back in the day when the Posse actually meant something? When this journal had more value that just being a community? That unlike some communities, it wasn't some silly lil' community to blow up someone's head or to worship some band? When we used to leave notes on what was up with each of us and if there was anything planned? I miss those days, but no regrets and no need to look to the past.
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10:16pm 14/01/2004
mood: =3
Hey assholes who don't pay attention to me. Tomorrow is a snow day. I expect ALL OF YOU to keep me entertained because I will be stuck in my house. And when I say all of you, I mean all of you. Oh, and I also would appreciate it if one of you stopped by 7-11 and get me a slurpee.

Your favorite Mah L33 sa.
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03:40pm 13/01/2004
mood: curious
There's a show at my school [Brick Township High School for you crazy Mon Don kids] on Friday, January 16. THIS FRIDAY. It's $8. Is ANYONE interested in joining me? I'll post the list of bands when I get it and the time. Just let me know if you're INTERESTED. PLEASE. If anyone even fucking reads this.
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stop drop and die 
09:17pm 08/01/2004
mood: busy
did u ever wonder how he works his magic?

Sigh.. i just felt like updating here. Only b/c i <3 u guys.

what i thought...Collapse )

well that was productive.

I love who u are
I wish I could have
a peice of all of you
So I could make u love me

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just for u 
04:11pm 04/01/2004
mood: annoyed
i wake up and these dreams are real
i sleep so i don't have to feel

I figured that since none else was updating, i'd take a crack at it. So how about a GASCAN sleepover next weekend? technicaly this coming weekend. We didn't uphold our 2 year tradition on New Years.

On another, random note, don't be fake, be true to others be true to urself, respect others but don't loose respect for urself. "U r who u choose to be" thats more important than being who the world wants u to be. i love you no matter who u r.

So i hope everyones spring break was great. Now its back to school. :-P.

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Mucho Grande 
04:23pm 25/12/2003
mood: cheerful
aPiratesXLife4Me: No! no more Satan's pets of evil!

<3 Amanda

I am on the phone with Susie. We are plotting world domination (possible ways to get to NY to see straylight run and armor for sleep).

I think we should def chill. I'm oober bored i was punching my punching pillar and was enjoying it then i came on the computer and now i'm bored. so yeah posse sleepover friday or anyday??

I love you!!! Merry Christmas! Happy Hannukah(sp?)! Kwanza owns u! i mean yeah happy.

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well now. 
09:56pm 24/12/2003
mood: excited
i'm glad i own this journal. this is my 6th entry in a row. no one writes in here because no one effing likes each other anymore. and i'm going to continue to believe that until someone starts writing in this thing. whether you like it or not you are in a group of friends. and every person in this group is wonderful and amazing. and i'm glad we're friends and that we're together because there are some FUCKED UP people out there that are OUR age that we very well could have ended up friends with but didn't because we have each other. so start getting along now kthnxbye.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of my friends

With more love than you can imagine, Susan

P.S.- tomorrow I think you should make a post in THIS journal telling me what Santa brought you :D what was your favorite thing and what was in the biggest box and all that good stuff. i'll love you forever if you do <3<3<3
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my friends page was looking a little empty... 
09:46pm 06/12/2003
mood: bored
so i decided to write in here :D lucky you. but believe me, this won't be interesting. IT'S LYRIC TIME KIDS. These are all randomly selected so please, enjoy.

but you you you
you had better things to do

we were doomed from the start
as lovers are
why am i doing this?

i choose my friends
by the beating of their hearts
not the swelling of their heads..

did you know my sweet
yeah that i once took the liberty of
watching you in your sleep..

i've got a plan
drink for 40 days and 40 nights
a sip for every seconds hand tick..

2 more hours until today
burns us away
and it starts all over again...


...good thing no one reads this :D
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like WHOA 
02:21pm 01/12/2003
mood: crazy
So today I did a LOT of homework. In the meantime I was listening to the new Coheed and Cambria CD. During this time I discovered the hidden track. Well, actually, I always knew it was there. I just never listened to it because... I'm a douchie. ANYWAY. I was listening to it and all the sudden I'm like "HOLY CRAP!!" *spastic movements* because in the background was the music from the intro to TIME CONSUMER. It was super amazingly awesome sounding. Yeah. You get the point. What I'm saying is, if you haven't listened to that song yet because you're a douchie like me, LISTEN TO IT FOOL. They also say something about when the clock reads 21:13 and I felt smart when I knew that meant 9:13 PM.
Yeah. I'm done. I'm just really really really really really really really really really *passes out from all the reallying*...

*wakes up* in love with Coheed and Cambria. Good day.

but you couldn't last a life time
caught between here and the days of it
carving her name across your arm
with every wish
it's hit or miss [her]
i told you so

your father's dead
he passed in his sleep
and i woke to the sound
of her crying
pray for us all
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i think it's better if i put this here 
10:15am 28/11/2003
mood: thankful
my first ever livejournal cut, just for the sake of making one. brace yourselves:

i am thankful for...Collapse )

Perhaps you all know me a little better now. Perhaps not. I just hope you all read it. mUcH lOvE yO!!
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yes i'm posting this twice just in case! 
03:06pm 26/11/2003
mood: still hopeful!

<3- SusaN
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y0 y0 y0 HOME DAWGS! 
04:08pm 25/11/2003
mood: lazy
Hola mis amigos. I've been online for 2 hours avoiding a really big homework assignment that I can't seem to foce myself to do. I was wandering around aimlessly through websites and came across this journal. That's when I remembered I can update it too :D I think it's time we get this thing going. I mean, we complain there's no communication. LET'S GET SOME THROUGH THIS! I will be performing in a super cute-sy Christmas parade on Saturday at Windward Beach and then I would love to hang out so if anyone is ineterested in seeing me be cutesy/hanging out with me/both give me a holla. I also intend to shop with Ms.Gina Beth Peeples on this Friday, as it is Black Friday. If you have other plans feel free to not speak to me for months. I will be very offended. Others may join us. If I think of anything else I'll feel free to post it. This journal is my new best friend and should be yours too <3

1 am l337. 1 0wn y0u. ph34r m3 a55h01e!!! muahahah!!!
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05:00pm 23/10/2003
  brick is smart so we have halloween on the ACTUAL halloween. being october 31st.  
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10:47pm 22/10/2003
  i'm posting in here because actually talking to individual people is far too much work. so, *ahem*, here goes:

my mommy said that on halloween everyone can come over for a halloween party thing. you're all invited. let me know if you can come or not. i'll update with times and stuff later.
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this isn't meant to offend ANYONE 
04:45pm 08/10/2003
  i see nicole was the only one who had the balls to answer my questions. gracias, mi amiga.

and with that information, i state my opinion:
people should stop being so fucking dramatic. i've said it once and i'll say it again: life's not a soap opera. and since i hate drama and i'm being a little hypocritical in making this entry, i'll end it on this. we're still friends whether we're labeled as a posse or not. and i quote that wise dude that once said "if it ain't broke, don't fix it".

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Answers from One Point of View 
11:16pm 07/10/2003
mood: calm
Disclaimer: I'd just like to state that these answers are from my point of view, what has happened to me, and what I have been told. All of it might not be true, but this what I have figured out from what I've heard. Someone else should also input so we are getting all sides of the story.

According to what I've heard, the reason the "Posse" broke up is because we've all moved on to other friends, yet stayed friends, but the friends we made aren't considered part of the "Posse." The "Posse" is me, you, Gina, Christa, Ally, and Susan. This no longer exists because some members of said posse do not believe it exists. Also, recent problems, which are clearing up, have caused ridiculous fights to sprout. Said fights are now being resolved. The main thing, from what I've been told, is that the "Posse" will always be there as a reminder, but the six of us are no longer that close and it's rude to our other friends to have such a group. In my opinion, that is stupid because, not trying to set them as an example or pick on, TG, A-Rae, Nacho (who is now known as something else, but I can never remember it) they are a semi-posse-kinda-thing. You know. The "Posse" never hangs out as just the "Posse" anymore. We're always with a large group or split up. So is life. That's part of it. Now, from what I can tell there are numerous problems, but I can only see as far as I have experienced. Christa was mad at me for dating Eric, who I am no longer dating by the way, which was ridiculous and everyone knew that she was going to get over it and I would get over it and we'd be friends again. Now, then there was me and Collin and our lil' fighting thing. I'm proud to say that me and Collin have called a truce and are trying to work things out between the two of us. Other than those two things I really don't know why. That's like a lot of reasons in one. I'll list them for all you lazy people who don't like to read long entries.

Reasons why the "Posse" no longer exists

1. Fighting over ridiculous reasons (which have been solved or are being solved)
2. Our group has grown to outside the "Posse"
3. It is unfair to our other friends to say that we are the "Posse"
4. "Posse" members do not believe it exists so in their mind it doesn't

That's it all in a nutshell basically. I don't know if you got any of that Amanda, but I hope it helped.
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i just need some answers 
09:35pm 07/10/2003
  this has been bothering me for quite a while. when, how, and why did the posse supposedly "break up"? if we're all friends, then why are people saying it's over? i mean yeah the posse is the original six plus all of our friends and just because there's more people doesn't mean that the posse "broke up" does it?

someone please fill me in on this. and don't just tell me "its because of problems people are having". i've already figured that out. tell me what their problems are.
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08:47pm 07/10/2003
mood: sad
*sigh* I realized this journal name is an oxymoron now.

:( There's nothing else to say on the subject really.

Few scenes from my life where moments mean more to me,
Than our fine nights,
I remember like yesterday,
The time of my life

Please don't leave me without saying goodbye (repeat)
Let's travel back in time...

--The Starting Line
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STD Knows ALL 
08:15pm 07/10/2003
mood: awake
You're two floors down
Getting high in the backroom
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THIS IS FOR YOU [plural]. 
07:27pm 03/10/2003
  All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, No expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
These dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World, Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, No one knew me
Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me, Look right through me

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying, Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles it's a very very
Mad World, Mad World

Enlargen your world
Mad World
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